Παρασκευή, 30 Μαρτίου 2012

I miss you...

Hallo again!

Second post in the same day! That must be some kind or record for me! :) My sweet husband is taking care of our baby boy and I finally got the courage to scrap about the thing that hurts the most: the loss of my first baby. From the very minute I saw the "I miss" challenge of OUAS, I though it was time to finally scrap about it - after all this was the reason I started scrapping... But I couldn't find the courage to do so.

And today, seeing that the time for the challenge is almost up, I finally scrapped about it. It took two hours to complete the LO, I knew exactly what I wanted to do. The only thing I was not sure of is that I intended to use tha last ultrasound of my baby daughter as a picture. But I couldn't find the gut to open the medical files concerning her. So I scrapped without a picture, only a tiny tiny bit of my feelings as a journaling... The loss hurts even today, even when I am holding my new baby in my arms... She would be my firstborn... She would be 15 months old now... I know that my girl will be our guardian angel... She was the first child that made me feel like a mother... And I will always love her...





*** update: With this LO I am also joining the Black Challenge of C'est Magnifique Kit club.

Goodnight everyone

8 σχόλια:

  1. I wanted to scrap the same reason..but its too soon for me, and its too soon to see her photo too. My first baby I lost would have been 1 years old and the second one just a couple of weeks old now. Well anyway..maybe in time I can scrap about it. Right now..I can't really even think about it..Your layout is gorgeous without a picture. Sometimes one is not needed. Thank you for playing along with us at OUAS and thank you for sharing this with everyone.. xoxo Nadia.

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  2. Αν και μελαγχολική, είναι πολύ όμορφη και ιδιαίτερη σύνθεση! Εύχομαι ο πόνος να γλυκαίνει με τον καιρό και με τα άλλα σου παιδάκια..

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  3. Valia!...what a beautiful layout...I am so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing such a private moment with us all.
    hugz
    irini

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  4. Πολύ μελαγχολική σύνθεση Βαλια !!!!Είναι τόσο δύσκολη στιγμή που πραγματικά δεν εχω λόγια......Εχεις δυο πανέμορφα πλασματάκια τωρα νααπαλύνουν τον πόνο....

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  5. What a beautifully touching page. Thank you for sharing at Once Upon a Sketch

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  6. This is a wonderful page, and you definitely don't need to have a picture for it to be beautiful. Thanks for sharing this with us at OUAS.

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  7. This is so touching and I am glad you found the courage to scrap about your precious daughter. I wish you all the happiness for the future. Your page is just beautiful.

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  8. Σου αξίζουν συγχαρητήρια για την τόλμη σου! Η σύνθεση είναι πολύ συγκινιτική...το οτι δεν εχει φωτογραφία, απεικονίζει την απώλεια που νιώθεις...υπέροχο..μπραβο Βάλια!!!

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